Breaking into the silence

sometimes u feel as if u r not wanted anymore......in some places among some ppl
U feel tat things which were so close to u once didn't need u anymore. It seems each and everything wants u out. U tend to fear things as u may make them want more to throw you away. sometimes u read the signs on the face tat ppl and irritated and annoyed at you and you feel like keeping quiet .... quiet as in the middle of night in middle of the graveyard... u just sit there and keep on sitting watching the graves