Saturday, July 09, 2005

Wat shd I call this?

A person's existence got lost in the wilderness of a city
as the noise gets lost into the silence of graveyard;
Now the person itself denies the existence
as the sword of executioner denies seeing the red

Is shahar ki chilla-po main ek insaan ka wajood yun gum ho gaya
mano qabristan ke sannate main lashon ki cheeekhen gum ho gayee ho
Ab yeh aalam hai ki us insan ko apne us wajood se is kadar inkar hai
mano jallad ki shamsheer ko laal rang se inkar ho......


Don't know why I wrote this but such thoughts have crept into my mind through this way or tat. Such incidents have cornered me and I have always tried to avoid these....... But these and many a things of my life and my thoughts have always led to a conclusion tat I am DEPRESSED or to say it more bluntly I am a SADDIST...........am I????? dont know...........

Well leaving aside these serious topics I wud like to share a few lighter ones:::::

Once, in my school days, the results were out for a math test and there was this fellow who got 99 out of 100.......gr8 performance and we all thought tat the person will be damn happy but in the recess we saw the person crying like anything..............reason being y not 100? how cud the teacher not give 100? Ya I know its gud to aim high and thrive for it but crying at 99......isnt it too much.............anyways we had a gr8 laugh tat day


Yaa last year I sat in the aeroplane for the first time.....well not greatly excited but ya thrilling during the take off..........I guess its a bit noisy in the planes too..........the sound of engines.........the clouds looked like pieces of big cottons........for the first time I saw different layers of clouds and the earth down looked like a big floor with shades of tiles in green and gray The buildings looked like tiny playing houses.........it was really interesting and cool

Recently I was talking to a gal (one of those rare moments) and one of my friends saw me and yelled "setting" implying tat it ma`y open up a new opening in my life----these guys are rally nutss....:p.....hey I do caught the changing xpressions on the face of the gal.... :D I guess she must have thought these guys r really ass***** ;-)